What i can say?
It's hurt when you face certain unexpected attacks...It's seems like your effort and ability
are doubt by other people.
Yet, i can do nothing to prevent all this issues.
Anyway, shut up is better than voice up.
It's hard to describe my feeling with few sentences and words.
What's the reason to make me feel unhappy now?
I have too high expectation towards myself and unfortunately I'm not worth for?
Perhaps you guys do have other reasons...and all these arrangements are just to stable my ability and maturity.
Hopefully this is the truth.
But, it's really hurt man!
Even the stupid joker's advantage is better than me? haha...what a funny joke...
Heart broken.
But ,do you think i will give up?
NO WAY!
